I have not been blogging as of late, and for those of you, who have felt this absence most strongly I offer only my most humble of apologies. You see I have been busy. Busy contemplating life, my own life that is. For many a month (It was really five minutes I use the term month as my mind processes information at a much quicker rate than that of the average human. For five minutes of thought for me would equate to more than a month for the average man (you)) I have locked my self away in the deep recesses of my mind. Wrestled fearlessly with my innermost demons in the hope of truly reaching a sense of understanding. An understanding of my soul. The truth is this was not as easy an undertaking as I had first envisioned.

I shall try and paint you a mind picture with my words of magic, in the irrational hope that one of you may be able to comprehend my turmoil. Imagine if you will a vast cavern in which you alone stand. In every direction you look you can see nothing but the distance itself. Pillars of blended light and stone erupting from the ground, reaching for the heavens that shine brighter than any aurora borealis your eyes are capable of perceiving; this my friends is merely the lobby of my soul. I fear that if I where to use words to describe its majestic expanse that span further than all of time and space it would open some sort of inner-dimensional portal in which the reader would truly know the face of God. Alas this is knowledge that no human can know without descending into a somehow literal and metaphorical pit of madness. Although this knowledge dwells inside me, even I am without a complete comprehension of it. For now you may have some grasp on my predicament. For having the knowledge that such knowledge dwells within your very soul and that you are unable to obtain it is truly a disparaging thought. For I have had to come to terms with the notion that I may not be prefect and perhaps I am not capable of achieving all I have set out too. For how could one be prefect if one is truly unable to know thyself. This then put into doubt all my past accomplishments. Alas I am pleased to say that this didn’t last for long, for as I was wallowing in a lack of self worth, I much by perchance caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and was like you’re Karl James Henry ^{The Awesome} there is nothing you can’t achieve. Get back out there and make the world a better place with all your humility and wisdom.

I guess the point of this story was to let you, my faithful readers know that sometimes even someone as amazing as myself needs a little self affirmation.

Stay strong and keep the faith. I will make the world a better place for us all, if you only heed my words.